i know its been ages since ive updated.
ive been good but a couple of days ago i was in a car accident a pretty bad one at that.
i had been drinking that night
i dont really want to get into detail about but basically my car is a write off... meaning that my car is fucked and you cant drive it.
im pretty lucky considering the circumstance.
i didnt get charged with DUI because i didnt have any alcohol in my system i got 0.00% on the breathalizer
it could of been 10 times more worse. i could be in jail right now or i could be dead.
my head could of came off cause my necklace was stuck to the seat belt when the impact happened. again i was lucky that i was actually wearing a seat belt. i have a really bad bruise on my neck which pretty much proves that if i or the person was going faster i would be dead right now.
so i probably left alot of detail out i really dont wanna type it all and for other legal reasons.
but i just wanna let all of you know that, that was the most horrific experience ive ever had.
i will never be able to forget the feeling i had that day after the accident happened.
as well i really wanna try to turn over a new leaf and clean up my act. theres alot of things in my life that i dont need such as alcohol. so i would like all of your support, i would to stop drinking completely, you know old habits die hard but i think that ive been doing these things long enough to i think now is an appropiate time to stop.
pretty much this is a life changing experience and i have someone by my side that doesnt do any of the things i used to do, so im really excited about that cause she'll keep me grounded.
those drinking and driving ads never really bothered me now they are just a reminder of what happened that night. but i had to learn my lesson the hard way as i always say ill learn from experience, now im wishing that i just took that advice.
im lucky i didnt kill anyone or myself.
you all know me, maybe those ads dont mean anything to you either but at least you know someone who has actually been in that situation, and i can tell you that itll save you alot of money, time, and stress to take that cab or bus home. it can even save your life
if you drink dont drive
its really simple (dont be and idiot like me)
im a living example
and i am lucky to be alive
something saved me that day
i dont know what it was
but i was granted a second chance to change my life
and im gonna make a giant effort to do so.